Tuesday, October 31, 2006
jus got back home from dinner...feeling so full now...had curry fishhead with my parents at a "restuarant" near my hse...the food is quite nice over there...if i have to rate it, i would give a 3 and a half...damn full now but still i have to blog...today sch starts at 8 and i reached at 8.15...the first two lesson was web design and multimedia...the teacher was like a student...he doesnt seems to really know much about how photoshop works and had difficulty teaching us...anyway i also had difficulty listening to wat he said...after the lesson i went over to ang mo kio to meet yin hon...went to snookerium to play arcade followed by billiard...after the game we went to a coffeeshop and slack...then ah keong came and meet me at about 1...slack a while more and then the three of us proceeded down to ang mo kio sec to find miss mullai...went for a "counselling" session with miss mullai...so long didnt see miss mullai le and was quite happy to see her...after the "counselling" session we took a cab and went back to ang mo kio for billiard again before going home...about my previous post on my choice of friends, i tink i have to make some amendments...i feel i over exaggerated...i do have some true friends but its jus tat i didnt realise it til today...we might not be very close or meet up very often but then we are still friends...friends tat will be there for each other if one is troubled or down...but at the same time, i also realised tat there are some hypocrites surrounding me too...i will not mention names as i still and really treat them as friends...i not sure if they feel the same way towards me but if they dont, there is also really nth much tat i can do to change their mindset of me...only those who really know me will know wat kind of person i really am...
notes of a tragedy
5:28 AM
Sunday, October 29, 2006
boring, bored and boredom...i am bored to death now...feeling so bored...today is also a boring day for...sorry guys...really feel very bored tat y keep writing the word out...haha...went to work today at 12 and sat there til 3.30 and went back to sembawang...met up with xiao niao and then she went for dinner with me...tat is how i went through tis whole BORING day...but i didnt update my blog for i tink two days or is it one day...so here i am updating it again...cause i feel so bored with nth to do...so i am here blogging...i know i am very fan...keep repeating things i wrote already...but i cant stop myself...I AM SO BORED...arhhhhhhhhhhh...bye...haha...
notes of a tragedy
5:12 AM
Friday, October 27, 2006
sch was boring today jus as it is everyday...haha...but i managed to pull through...lol...had tutorial for digital electronics for the first two lessons...had to fiddle with all the wires and the breadboard...its so messy after inserting all the wires into the breadboard...jus one mistake and u might have to redo everything...alamak...after tat it was lectures all the way...first was the maths lesson, which i find more and more interesting as the weeks goes by...right after tat was web design lecture...a damn boring lecture which often sees only 1/4 of the class attending it...haha...today was the same...left sch at about 4.30 and went off to yew tee to meet jun chuan and the others for soccer...not much ppl came...only about 11 ppl came and we started our weekly game...we were playing halfway when the police came cause we were playing on a bball court...as soon as we saw the police car approaching, we pretended to use the soccer ball and play bball...haha...and guess wat...it works...the police left as soon as we started playing "bball"...haha...i hurt my ankle today again...i dono how many times i have hurt my ankle already...i tink my both ankle is full of injuries...alamak...will be working tml...so sian...another three weeks or so and the singapore biennale is going to end...hai...quite sad cause the national arts council's staff are so great and friendly...tink i gonna miss them when the biennale ends...maybe i can go visit them when i am free but i tink its quite difficult...haha...
notes of a tragedy
9:03 AM
Thursday, October 26, 2006
today was a boring day...woke up at 10 plus...overslept le so i didnt went to sch...anyway if i was late for the first lesson i would be mark absent...so might as well be really absent for it...haha...so after i wash my face and brush my teeth, i went for my breakfast and start playing hero online...the game is damn lag...but no choice...tat the only game i can play...no other games in my com le...sad...i tink nowadays many ppl are catching a korean serial, gong, princess hours...me too am catching it...its a nice, funny and touching show...i have jus watched finish the whole serial and i tink its one of the best korean show ever shown after full house...full house is another interesting korean show which i tink most of u would agree...hmmm sch tml at 10...no need to sleep so early but i have nth to blog le...so i will end here...soccer tml after sch...yeah...haha...
notes of a tragedy
6:17 AM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
now is 12.17 and i am still sitting in front of my com...having lesson tml at 9 but suddenly feel like blogging...i have know someone for at least half a yr already but only recently do we start chatting with each other...she is someone who i tink has a lot of character...which i really admire her for tat...she seems to be someone who knows wat she wans and put in her efforts to achieve it...tis is jus so unlike me...i dono wat i wan...i have no specific goals in my life...i am indecisive which i really hate myself for tat...life is often about choices...there is no right or wrong choices, it is how u feel tat decides how u choose...but for me i am often indecisive when it comes to making a choice...sld i choose tis or sld i choose tat...tis is a qn tat will keep repeating in my head but with no conclusion...in my 18 yrs in life now, i have made many choices...choices tat would make me regret the whole life and choices tat i know i have made it right...i believe there are many who have made more choices of regret than choices tat they are happy with...i am no expection...one choice tat i know i will regret for life is my choice of friends...i cant say i have no friends...i have tons and tons of friends but none is a true friend...maybe there is only one who i can call my true friend but he is in a faraway place...since i have so many friends but y do i still feel lonely...does anyone know the feeling of loneliness...feeling of emptiness...i'm not sure whether tis is how i am feeling now but i'm sure i am feeling very alone now...have anyone try calling all of ur friends out but in the end u end up alone on a street tat seems so familiar yet so strange at the same time...i have tried it before...and its not only once but a few times...i feel like a loner with many friends surrounding me yet they are out of my reach...in front of others i am always a cheerful and bubbly person...but behind my happy face is hidden with a sad and moody face...i act like i am a very confident person but actually i am someone with low self esteem...i am very generous with tings and try my very best to give in to every request ppl make to me in hope tat they will make me as one of their friend...but i might not turn out the way tat i hope...friends sld be a ting tat comes naturally...but i have to make it look so superficial...do u know the feeling of enviness and jealousy when u see others happily with their friends while u having none of it ard u...i hide the real me and display a fake me in the quest of making friends...maybe tat y no one truly befriends me...i am not saying everyone of my friends don treat me with a true heart...the point y i am writing all tis is to hope everyone can treasure and cherish their own friends and not make them feel left out and lonely...and i am also certainly not writing all tis to gain sympathy from others...it is jus a part of my feeling which upsets me a lot...i don have many wishes...my only wish is to have a few true and close friends who will be with me whenever i need them...sharing happiness and saddness tgt...
notes of a tragedy
9:24 AM
woke up at 10plus this morning and went straight to the bathroom for a morning bath...it really refreshing bathing right after u wake up...after my bath, i got everyday really for today's trip down the gym...was going to meet jun rong and ah keong at yew tee at 12 to go to the gym...i was late but jun rong and ah keong was not on time either...so i met up with them le and started walking over to chua chu kang stadium...signed in at 12.30 and signed out at 15.20...we almost worked out at the gym for 3hrs...my muscles now are so exhausted from all different equipments i worked out on...after the gym, we went to the nearest coffeeshop for our lunch...i was feeling really hungry...in the end, i ate 3 bowls of rice with a side dish to satisfy my hunger pangs...jun rong was shocked to see me eating so much considering my small body build...haha...after our lunch, we went separate ways and left for home...received a msg from xiao niao while on my way back home asking me if i wanted to go for a game of bball...but i was really too tired and so i rejected her offer...went straight home and had a little rest...whole body is still aching from all the work out early in the morning...tis few days i was really unlucky...at first when my right eye twight, i didnt really thought much about it, even though i knew it means bad luck was approaching...anyway the bad luck caught up with me and i injured myself...haha...both my ankle hurts now cause of playing soccer...and my right knee was injured by qing feng while playing soccer again...then my back was hurt while trying to retrieve the soccer ball...next was my left thumb, which i hurt it while playing bball...and i hurt my hurt too when ah piao bang into me while playing bball again...haha...damn unlucky right...hai...
notes of a tragedy
7:18 AM
Monday, October 23, 2006
sch started at 8 today...but i wasnt late...i reach sch jus on time for the first lesson...english...hai...imagine me in poly but am still learning english...wat a sad case...haha...but then today's class was not a bad one...had a game of tongue twister which was fun...the first tongue twister goes like tis "break the block of black bricks" and we have to repeat it for 5 times...haha...then the second one goes like tis "she sells sea shells on the seashore and the shells she sells are sea shells. i'm sure"...lol...tis one we had to repeat 3 times...its damn funny when u hear other making mistakes though i too made some mistakes...then after the english tutorial, it was down to the lecture hall for the module digital electronics...it was a damn boring module taught by an equally boring lecturer...really feel like sleeping hearing her speak...but i braced myself up and forced myself to stay awake and listen to the lesson...the first time i was awake in a lecture room...last sem i was almost sleeping everytime there was a lecture...haha...but tis sem i made it a point to listen to every lesson so tat i wont lag behind the others...right after tat, it was break time...it was a 3 hr break before another lesson at 3 but i rather have a 1 hr or no break at all...cause staying in the sch for 3 hrs with absolutely nth to do was a torture...but in the end i went down to woodlands to find marlyn...sat down and chit chat a while and then went for lunch...accompanied marlyn to wait for geraldine and zoe before i set back off for sch...when i was at the mrt platform waiting for the train, i suddenly felt very sick...felt like vomiting...but i endured and finally gave it all up when i reach the toilet at yio chu kang mrt station...felt really great as well as sick after vomiting...all my lunch came out...haha...after tat i saw eve and her group of mian bao friends and proceeded to the classroom with them...when i reach, there werent much ppl there...only a few had reached the class...during the lesson, we learned about how to use microsoft excel to make out a pie and bar chart...then there was a surprise quiz which really yook me by surprise...didnt expect a quiz to come so early in jus the second week of sch...anyway i didnt really know how to ans the questions and ended up copying the ans with hsiu chi...after the business informatics studies it was already 6...i went back to sembawang to meet my parents for dinner...after which i joined marlyn, geraldine and zoe to see them in their secret mission...haha...muz be wondering wat is it right...but i cant tell cause it would get them into trouble...so better keep it a secret...after a while i left for home...and on my way home i got a surprise phone call from jariis who asked me to call her back when i reach home for a chat...but til now i still havent ring back...haha...
notes of a tragedy
6:48 AM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
went to work today at 12...as usual, i was late again...haha...couldnt sign in when i reached...so had to wait til i finish work den can sign in and out...today's work was very boring...nth much to do...after work i went to my grandma house and wait for my parents...today's my mum bday so me and my family going out to celebrate...my mum wanted to go to vivo city to shop so we went straight to vivo city...vivo is so huge tat u will surely get lost if u are going there for the first time...haha...after tat we went to HANS for dinner...and finally we went home...haha...boring rite...but nvm...as long as my mum is happy jiu can le...so now i off to my bed...bye...
notes of a tragedy
7:23 AM
Saturday, October 21, 2006
today the haze wasnt so thick...saw the PSI was at 66...hope the haze will stay on like tis everyday and one day jus vanish...but i tink it would take quite a long time ba especially with all those irresponsible indonsians doing nth to stop the forest fires...anyway went to work today at 11 plus...reached the office at 12 plus...nth much happen during my 3 and a half hours of working time except for a mad woman...i was sitting day dreaming when tis old lady came out of the church...she then turned to me and asked if i was the one in charge of the exhibit there so i reply ya...but she didnt accept my ans and suddenly jus shouted at me, saying tat i was unhappy at her for asking me questions...i was like oh pls...who would be so idiot to be angry at someone else jus cuz he or she ask u a question...so i say back to her tat i wasnt angry but she was not convinced and keep mumbling tings in her mouth which i knew for sure was aimed at me...i was feeling fed up but didnt wanna yelled back at her cuz she looked quite old...so i jus stared at her as i was really feeling unhappy about it...getting scolded for nth...but tings didnt end jus there...when she saw tat i was looking at her she turned ard again and shouted at me again...asking me y i was staring at her...but still i ignored her screaming and shouting and jus stared at her...when she saw tat i had no intention to quarrel with her she walked away...but before tat she made a comment...know wat she said...she said i was sitting over there like a gangster and i showed no respect to her...upon hearing tis, tis time i was really angered...i reacted back...i stood up and shouted her back...seeing tat i was really angry the old lady quickly fled...wat a crazy old lady...after tat i jus got on with my work, which was slacking ard...haha...after work i went back to sembawang to find xiao niao...she was studying with her friend at sembawang mac...so i went up to the arcade to see who was up there...stayed at the arcade for a while before leaving for home...as i was walking home, i went to 359 bball court to check out if anyone was there...saw quite a few ppl...so i end up playing bball instead of going home...played bball til 7 like tat and went home to change into my sports wear before going back to the bball court again...played til 9plus and then went to xiao niao house to print my working timesheet...after which i went home to watch a korean show, princess hours...its a nice and funny show...i like it very much...dono since when i also got addicted to korean shows...but then i tink most korean shows are quite nice...like full house...full house is also a nice show and i tink most ppl who have watched it will agree with me...
notes of a tragedy
9:43 AM
Friday, October 20, 2006
hi everyone tis is a new blog tat i have jus created...leave me a tag if u wan...previously i also have another blog in friendster but i decided to create another one with blogger...so here is it...today have sch at 10...so i woke up at 8plus and left for sch at about 9plus...luckily i wasnt late for sch...had digital electronics for the first to period...my first time having lab lesson for tis module and am quite excited about it...first the teacher taught us some of the basics of the module and then got us ready for the hands on moment...we begin experimenting with the breadboard with all the wires testing for the binary numbers...it was fun...and its the first time i did everyting all by myself...lol...quite satisfied with my performance...haha...then after the digital electronics lesson, i went down to blk Q's lecture room for my next lesson, computing maths 1...during the maths lesson for the first semenster, i was either sleeping in class or not even in the class...but surprisingly today, i was not only in the class but i was listening attentively to the lecture...my first time...haha...try out some of the questions in the course book myself and found tat i could actually do it...and i even teach eve how to do some of the questions too...haha...had a 1 hour break after 1 hour of the maths lecture...after the break, it was another 2 hours of maths lecture...then after the maths lecture, i moved to another lecture room for the web design lecture...it was a boring lecture and so i left halfway during the lecture...took a train down to yew tee to meet my soccer clicks for our usual routine of soccer game...but today there wasnt much ppl...only 8 or 9 ppl came today...the first time we had so few ppl playing soccer tgt...but nonetheless it was still fun playing soccer with them...after the soccer game, we went to yew tee food court for dinner...i was damn hungry and thirsty lor...when i reach yew tee food court, i saw weiqi and michelle...have a brief chat with them and i went to have my dinner...after the dinner, we began our crapping and finally left for home at about 11...i tink i gonna have pains all over my body tml...hai...somemore tml still working...luckily i would be working in the afternoon tml...got more time for resting...ok...i shall approach my bed and turn in now...bye...
notes of a tragedy
9:41 AM
