ok finally after so long, i have some pics to upload to my PATHETIC blog le...haha...skipped an hour of lecture today and went over to AMK for lunch with my classmates...after lunch, we headed over to AMK HUB as we still had quite some time b4 the next lesson starts...and we went to ANDERSON's for some ice cream...


MARSHMELLOW coated with chocolate, PERFECT =DDD



FAMILY FONDUE!!!



ok, i know we are quite BO LIAO =x JIAN HAO, CHIAHWEE, ZHENGLE and MINE fists =) wahahaha



notes of a tragedy
8:30 AM


somehow i am feeling really sour now...i LOST big time...SERIOUSLY...

notes of a tragedy
7:28 AM


holidays have drawn to an end and school has started...mon blues are a common in everyone's life...so tis week is the common test week and i am totally oblivious to it...wahahahaha...two tests in one single day has taken its toll on me...worst still i failed my database test two weeks ago BADLY...life has been somewhat of a balance recently...had my moments of ups and downs but i can still take it...

my blog is like so boring!!!have been blogging but no one seems to tag...HAI...wonder if anyone reads my blog?haha anyway its ok...my blog is for me to throw my frustrations and thoughts into it so even if no one reads it its also alright...haha so contradicting...

BOO!!!

notes of a tragedy
9:25 AM


ok read my best friend's blog jus now...indeed i have really build a strong relationship with JEROME...even though he is in china now but we are still in contact with each other...before i knew him we werent in good relations with each other...we had some tiff with each other...i was even punched by him once...wahahaha...wonder if he still rmb...so after tat incident, we didnt really like each other...didnt tink much about being friends with him as he was really "guai lan" in the past...he didnt like me too cause i was also very "guai lan" and "kao bei"...lol...but we got into contact again with each other when i was in sec 3...

so in sec 3, we were in the same class but we still didnt really talk to each other...we had our own group of friends back then until a problem surfaced between me and another good friend, REEVE...so i left my group of friends and was left alone...it didnt get long before i got tgt with another group...guess who and tat JEROME...haha...at tat point of time, i feel like so "bu yao lian"...cause i was alone and friendless so i joined them...serious...the feeling is so unwanted...but luckily for me, we soon became best friends...actually he wasnt so guai lan after knowing him much...we might not have known each other very long(5 years) but i do believe tat i understand him quite well...

tis is a bond tat i really cherish a lot and i seriously don wish to lose tis friend...other then my family, he will be the next most impt person in my life...i really hope even when 20, 30 or 40 years down the road, we will still be the best of friends...haha...see u when u return back to SINGAPORE...seriously MISS U!!!wahahaha...

notes of a tragedy
7:22 AM


so u feel tat i am trampling on your pride jus cause u were the one who msg me first...fine feel tat all u wan...i have got nth to say except tell u tat right from the start, i have no intention and don wanna trample on your pride...if u were already feeling regret when u decided to msg me den wat for did u msg me? so if i was the one who msg first, sld i also feel so regretful and tat u are trampling on my pride...pls don tink solely on your part...right from the beginning i didnt force u to msg me but u did and now u come and claim i am trampling on your pride...

u waited and u asked cause u like me...pls don make it sound so one sided...i had my share of waiting and asking too...but u made me feel like a fool...so now i am jus one bad ass who has done his everyting jus to hurt u and trample on your precious pride...WTF man...tis is getting so tiring...tis whole affair jus sucks to the core and it sldnt have happen...i can only have myself to blame...

u live your life and i shall live mine...i will walk on and u will too, on our own separate ways!!!

notes of a tragedy
10:39 AM


ok finally i am able to start blogging about today...haha...went over to sembawang to cut my hair and it really sucks...the lady over there is like so stupid dono where to cut lor...i tell her jus shave the left side but she shave both sides...alamak...den when i tell her, she stop and act like nth happen and continue to cut my hair...idiot la...ok nvm, when i wanted to pay the money, she was like so reluctant to return me back my 2 bucks...WTF la...and its like so exp...18 bucks...i regreted it so much la...every cut she made, i jus felt like crying...i sld have jus went to AMK AVE 10...there is like so cheap...7 bucks and its better than her...ok enough talk about tis dumb lady...

headed down to raffles place to meet CHIA HWEE but in the end i had to walk all the way from raffles place to city hall...lol...den the others began to turn up one after another(JUNYI, JIAN HAO, HSIU CHI and JOHNNY)...so we proceeded down to a pub cum restuarant at millenia walk for a drink and dinner...after tat we went down to citylink to meet biling and went over to raffles city for a more stomach-filling dinner...haha...

JUNYI and JOHNNY left for home first after dinner and the rest of us went over to esplanade for some la liang la liang session but there was no wind at all...lol...in the end went to a cafe and sat down for a drink...wanted to take pic de but didnt manage to take any...lol...so no pics to upload...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SO MAKE A WISH!!!

notes of a tragedy
9:02 AM


once, the three of us were such good friends but one wrong move, one misunderstanding and failure to communicate mess it up...i know i sld take much of the responsibility for tis whole screwed up mess but i found tat there was nth much tat i could do except living in regret...so i lived with tis much of regret in me and tried to move on forward...i tot i was the one who had really changed for the better between the three of us...but now den i realised tat i was actually the only one who was nv able to pull myself up again and move on...u guys have managed to get back to your senses and move on, while i am stilling living in my own imaginative dimension...a world far apart from reality...i feel so worthless...i made a real mess of my own life and now i cant retrieve those moment we had tgt and the memories we shared...its all too late...

notes of a tragedy
8:42 AM


ok i finally went to see the bone setter today...the process of "fixing" my ankle wasnt very long or pain but wat the bone setter told me is more shocking...he said i might not be able to walk in the future...and i was like going WTH...so i asked him if my ankle was able to heal, he didnt even answer my qn and jus asked me to rub some ointment myself at home...he even told me tat the swell on my ankle will nv go away and will stay forever like tat...hai...anyway i tink i am going down again next tues or mon...

ok there is tis girl who asked me to blog about her...she told me to blog tis, "i jus got to know tis girl in sch, and her name is GLADYS...well i like her alot..." haha...anyway she is a pig who say i look very fierce and whenever she see me she will walk fast fast...to avoid me...lol...anyway if she read tis post den i have got sth to tell her...LETS GO ***** TGT SOMEDAY!!! haha =)

notes of a tragedy
9:25 AM


tis is getting so irritating and frustrating...y do i seems to be at fault all the time?ok i said i didnt wanna msg too much cause of my hp bill, and since u were online, y not chat online...is tat such a wrong ting to say?in turn u use tis and keep making a dig at me...using your most fatal weapon to kill me bit by bit...do u really have to use all your sarcastic words at me?u dono how much pain it will cause, dont u...its jus like thousands and thousands of flying needles flying towards u and keep prickling into your heart...

u are always telling all the crap about how u know your words kills and u feel bad everytime u do tat...but can u tell me wat the point of u telling me all tat when u don change at all and continue with all tat...i have already given in so much to u and yet u are always so self centered...u wan everyting to go your way and revolve ard u...its is nv possible...

tell me how would u feel if i keep talking about other girls in front of u and how intimate i am with them...would u feel happy or would u feel hurt and jealousy...pls, i am begging u...tink of how i will feel when u say anyting tat u know will hurt...tink before u say anyting and not say finish le den regret and ponder over wat went wrong...

i am not saying i am totally faultless in tis whole matter but den u sld know tat u cant push the blame away from u too...u are in fault too...i totally believe in u but wat u do and wat u say is so contradicting...i dono which to believe...can u pls enlighten me!!!!

notes of a tragedy
8:52 AM


been missing for quite sometime, finally found the time to blog...ok finally we are both back to normal...not bickering or squabbling with each other anymore...everyting's all fine now...i still love u as much as before...but cause of those two days i understand u more and its a good ting...haha...

anyway been busy with lots of tings recently...my great grandmother jus passed away and now my grandfather is also in hospital...diagnosed with cancer and i heard its in its final stage...so had to shuffle back and flow between school, work and the hospital...so much tings happen in jus a mere two weeks...joyful occasions and many sad and tearful scenes...couldnt take it so much all at once and i broke down during my great grandmother's funeral...but i have since pulled myself up...with so many tings happening, i truly feel tat we sld cherish all the ppl u care for ard u before its too late...not wait for tings to happen before u start to regret...

i once heard tis story of "three brothers"...the first is named LOSS, second was REGRET and lastly CHERISH...strangely tis three brothers will nv show up before us tgt...they always come up to us one after another...the first brother, LOSS will always be the first one followed by REGRET and den CHERISH...tis is so common in everyone's life...often we have to lose sometings first, then we start to regret and den we learn to cherish...

notes of a tragedy
9:09 AM

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