time now is 12.42am, by right i sld be slping now as i have to wake up early tml to meet my friends but i seriously cant get to slp now...i feel so fucking piss off now...just tell me when, WHEN are u going to just let go of yr grip on me and give me some breathing space? when are u going to let me just decide on my future on my own and plan my own route...u just expect me to do everything in yr way claiming its all for my own good...but seriously i am 19 and i have my own mindset, u always say how much u have changed and how much freedom u have given me but its all bullshit...in actual fact, u have nv stopped controlling me...i know u are worry about me but yr care and concern is making me feel so pressurized and breathless...no matter how much i talk to u, u cant just seems to understand...i don wanna hurt u so i am bottling everything up and pouring them out over here but u are making things worse and it really makes me wanna just bitch everything in front of yr face...PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, i just crave for the freedom i want and NEED, and being independent...i hope u will somehow find a way here and read tis post, but i think its quite impossible...

notes of a tragedy
9:46 AM


TIME : 1.56AM

jus bath finish after reaching home not long ago...exams are finally over and once again, its those fun times...ITS THE HOLIDAYS!!! yeah...went over to HC hse for steamboat today after exams...tis isnt the first time i had steamboat with friends but its the first time we organise the steamboat at home, and bought and prepared all the food on our own...it was a fun experience...the feeling certainly outclass the feeling of going down to marina bay for steamboat...the 9 of us sitting down tgt having steamboat, the feeling is as though we are one whole family having dinner tgt...its simply splendid...WOAH =D

notes of a tragedy
11:00 AM


did i do sth wrong this time round? or was it because of the previous incident? so u are doing the same thing to me now? no reply from u, no calls from u...jus simply nth from u...even if u don wish to talk to me or anything, at least let me know...its terrible sitting down alone at home thinking y things turned this way...can u at least give me one reason...jus one reason that is good enough for me to stop all this meaningless shit...

notes of a tragedy
9:26 AM


nth much or interesting has happen lately...spent most of the time working and sleeping at home...new EPL season has finally started and the team i support was such a disappointment...jus two matches and they have already sunk rock bottom in the league table...SUCKS!!!

i tink its time i try to gain some weight...wahahaha...went over to GNC today to see how much the weight gainer supplement cost and its a whopping $111++, but luckily its a damn big bottle...i must gain some weight first b4 i go to the gym for some training...haha...

notes of a tragedy
10:03 AM


went down to bedok north street 3 511 for dinner with jian hao, hsiu chi, zheng le and hwee today...ordered OYSTER OMELETTE, CHILLI CRAB, SATAY and BBQ STINGRAY...hadnt had all these in a long time, except for the oyster omelette...

after dinner, peili and biling came over and joined up with us...and we proceeded to a cinema named "PRINCESS" and caught RUSH HOUR 3...the cinema is damn retro...still got mosquitoes flying about de lor...wahahaha...

THANKS EVERYONE FOR SPENDING MY 19th BIRTHDAY WITH ME!!! THANKS

notes of a tragedy
9:26 AM


k box today at hougang plaza after cisco and MDI test...finally after so long, we got to go k box again...haha...went with this four buddies...


BUDDY NO. 1 - HUANG HSIU CHI =X


BUDDY NO. 2 - LIM CHIA HWEE =)


BUDDY NO. 3 - WANG JIAN HAO =0



BUDDY NO. 4 - TEO ZHENG LE =D



notes of a tragedy
5:53 AM


went for early birthday celebration today with my family...headed down to suntec city for japanese cusine, at KUNSHIN BO for lunch...had a sumptuous lunch and after that we bought 4 tickets for the movie "THE SIMSONS MOVIE"...it was a really funny show, with no storyline and a hell lot of lame yet funny scenes...shopped ard suntec after the movie and i bought two clothes, both from G2000...one is a formal wear which i got it at half the price(29.50) and a black t-shirt from G2000 blu at 10 bucks...

notes of a tragedy
7:27 AM


2.52am, jus reach home from geylang...went for supper with hwee, chi, hao, biling and jasmine...dou jiang you tiao from YOU TIAO DA WANG, frog porridge and finally went for durian...felt so full jus now, but now i tink half of it have already been digested and i can still eat somemore...wahahaha...

today went to relief at central mall...it was so quiet over there, i can even count how many customers came in with my both hands...haha...so in the end, i was doing stocking for almost the whole day and chatting away...bu zhi bu jue i have already been with giordano for 3 mths le...times really flies...still rmb the time when i jus started out at giordano, like an idiot standing there not knowing wat to do...but slowly as i learn the ropes of the retail trade, tings got better and it really help me in some ways...like when i am doing presentation for my project, i do feel so nervous anymore...i feel more comfortable speaking in front of a bunch of ppl now, not like in the past, where i will tremble a lot when i speak...wahahaha...

got to know some shocking news today...wat is it about i wont say but it can be quite a serious matter...jus hope it didnt really happen as it concern my friend...

notes of a tragedy
11:56 AM

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