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Monday, February 01, 2010

Day 3 (01/02/2010) :

You don't know how happy i am to receive your message today even though it was just a message to ask me to return you your jacket. i know you are suffering because of me but i too am suffering in silence for the decision i made. do you even know it? i don't wanna tell you because i love you. i have my personal problems and i am caught in between. i thought about it long and hard, came up with the decision and muster all my courage to bring it up to you. i didn't meant to say those nasty, hurtful and heartless words to you. i had my reasons and it's not how you think it is.

You said you still love me. do you know i love you still too? and i still feel the same for you just like the past 9 months even after our break up. i am sorry i hurt you but at the same time i hurt myself too. i don't understand why can't we even be friends at all. i really wish we could end this on a happy note and still be friends because i don't want to lose contact with you. guess i can only think about it now. nothing gonna help or savage anything from our broken relationship anymore.


notes of a tragedy
4:14 AM