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Thursday, November 22, 2007

1.16am and i haven finish copying my notes...hai another sleepless night...test tml and i haven really study a bit...seriously i also dono wat and how to study for the two test tml...damn shag...still trying my best to figure out wat the hell i am copying from jasmine's notes...


notes of a tragedy
9:17 AM

Sunday, November 18, 2007

jerome is back and we met up yest...went to zouk with jerome and reeve yest but i went off first as i had sth else to attend to...so my next destination was hougang, HC's hse...JH was also there, and both said they needed my help...in the end, we ended up needing each other's help...

over at HC's hse, i chat with JY and somehow the more i talk to her, the more i get upset...but i guess she still doesnt get the drift on wat i was telling her...soon after, silence was the only thing tat feels the whole surrounding...each of us troubled over our own woes...i began thinking of her, let's call her J...

the more i thought of J, the more i got turned off...though its been quite sometime, but whenever i thought of her, the suffering i got from her still holds its place within me...i try my very best to convince myself tat she was the one who was playing ard with me but things doesnt always go as planned...i am certain tat i have already let go of her, but its the feelings tat is haunting me tat brings back all the pain...

and now i have fallen for another girl, JY...no matter wat i tell her, it jus seems to fall on deaf ears...to me, she seems someone who will be able to give me the feelings i yearn for but it can nv be accomplished...cause she has given it to someone else...i pretend not to see wat she has wrote for me but the message keeps appearing in my mind...

i know u guys muz be thinking wat a flirt i am...jus within a mth or so and i have already fallen for another girl...but for someone who falls easily in love with someone like me, i jus feel tat when u like someone, u have to fight for it...even if others see u as a playboy, u don give up til the very end cause u might not know it, he/she might jus be the right one for u...and even if it jus end up in vain, at least u wont live to regret it...


notes of a tragedy
9:58 AM

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

barely slept for 1 hr b4 i woke up and went for work yest...had a men's night with HC and JH at HC's hse...drank quite a lot(red wine, white wine, coffee wine and gao liang) and had a great chat with each other...it was fun and relaxing sitting down tgt, having some wine and chatting merrily...hahaha...

jerome is coming back this sat...i know i will be busy but still i will make time for him...

FRIENDS ARE JUS TOO IMPORTANT TO ME =)


notes of a tragedy
6:21 PM

Saturday, November 10, 2007

had a soccer competition in sch today...we got second last year for this competition, but today we lost it in the second round...all because we didnt had someone who knew how to play as a goalkeeper...damn disappointing...8plus jiu reach sch den 11plus jiu lost the game and went home le...lol...

after the soccer match, went to meet HC to head over to town...went ard to do some shopping with the thought of getting a pair of smart shoes but in vain...in the end when JH came over to meet us, we went over to topman and i got myself a baseball tee...hahaha...HC today got a reward with my help and of cause our MONEY...wahahaha...he will know wat i am talking about when he sees this post...lol...


notes of a tragedy
7:24 AM

Thursday, November 08, 2007

jerome asked me if i had a facebook account and i didnt have it, so i decided to try it out...jus created an account with it...and discovered tat facebook is so complicated...well, maybe only to me...hahaha...facebook has so many functions tat i am confused about it...lol...i guess u will take sometime b4 i can fully figure out how to use facebook...

having INTERNET APPLICATION test tml, but u haven really study for it...planned to study for it today de since i was at home for the whole day...but seriously i was too lazy to take my notes out and have a go at it...haha


notes of a tragedy
7:57 AM

Monday, November 05, 2007

after 6 long mths, finally i am going to be a confirm staff of giordano...sld have already been confirmed 3mths ago, but my in charge forgot to do my evaluation for me...lol...and now i am finally gonna get my medical card and my 50 bucks of cashiering allowance...

sch has started and it's now the fourth week...tests and projects are starting to pile up...got no time to do shopping at all...sch and work has taken up much of my time...so much things i wanna buy...smart shoes from topman, a bag from options, "THE BEETLES" belt bucket and of cause clothes...


notes of a tragedy
4:15 AM