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Tuesday, April 07, 2009

recently i am so addicted to mahjong that i am going to become a mahjong addict. hmm no not really going to, i am alr a mahjong addict. hahaha but i am loving it. mahjong is jus so fun for me and it has become an integrated part of my life. i am almost playing every week, lol.

let's see, what else do i have to blog about? OH!!! nth at all. haha bye. tc ppl.


notes of a tragedy
7:21 AM

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
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god damn it, this quiz results that i took are so INSANELY true. especially the seriousness of my love and what i am afraid of. basically i jus showed some of my traits to someone recently. i didnt know how to handle the situation between me and her, so i kinda like lost my temper and acted childishly. i guess i disappointed her and lost all her trust that she has built for me over the past 1mth. now everything is over and i have calm down but i dono how to salvage anything back. in fact i cant even try. she is probably fretting over whether she sld accept the guy she likes now. though i don talk to her anymore but i am still concern about her life.

god save me, i have got some serious prob of split personality and i seriously fucking hate that. how do i overcome split personality? it causes me to say one thing but do another. it doesnt allow me to understand what i truly wants and needs. 21years and still counting, but i still haven figure out what i want in life and what i want in the ppl ard me. 21years and counting, but i am still unable to fully comprehend what the fuck am i all about. y am i here for? what is the meaning of my life now? OMG i seriously need a saviour, a light to guide me out of this mess. fuck it man, i am in a real MESS now. DAMN IT!


notes of a tragedy
11:35 AM