Monday, March 30, 2009
one moment i am a guy u are afraid to lose cuz i place all my attention to u but the next time u are ditching me aside cuz u found someone else u like and will place his attention on u. wat am i to u? a spare tyre? u said in the past u wont treat me as one but now yr actions show otherwise. u told me not to worry cuz u are not interested in the guy but wat happens in the end? u are telling me now u and him are acting like couple already. holding hands, hugging each other and kissing. OMG, to hell with u.
hello, miss M u say i am putting words into yr mouth. ya right now i'm gonna stuff my dick into yr mouth. u idiot, stop all tat hoo ha on me giving u attitude even though u did nth wrong. u might not have done sth wrong but yr actions and words are so discreeting that it makes me wonder.
but seriously, i have to praise u too. cuz without u, i wouldnt have totally and truly understand tat being nice to a gal doesnt get her affection. gals always scream about guys not being sweet enough or gentlemen enough, but when a guy really does they still get snub. so tell me ppl, wat's the point? jus be nice and gentlemen to yr own gf. at least they will appreciate more den jus ORDINARY FEMALE FRIENDS.
seriously, up til this day i have nv been so upset and scolded a gal b4 in my blog. u are the first one miss M. u sld be honoured, thanks to me. ya i am jus an immatured amatuer and u are one god damn matured fucking figgot. shut the hell up man slut. i don need u in my life, fuck off =)
notes of a tragedy
12:16 PM
Sunday, March 29, 2009
finally met up with shuhui today. went to watch confessions of a shopaholic and oh it was nice. i think all girls love to be a shopaholic, maybe sometimes guys also.
anyway i haven told anyone i am blogging again so i guess no one will be reading my blog. haha.
i don have much to blog about today so i shall end here. bye.
notes of a tragedy
7:10 AM
Thursday, March 26, 2009
This is my first post in many months. I had actually been tired of blogging but today i suddenly have the urge to blog down some of my feelings, and the inspiration come from XR.
I have nv met someone who i wanna spend my life with so much b4 until i met XR. I have nv told her this b4 but i always feel XR was the one i am going to marry. However probs always arise when we at the happiest moment and we get upset over it a lot of times. I wish it wasnt true but i have no choice but to admit i was the cause for everything including our break up.
Today XR finally reply me but it was her friend who help her to do that. XR said "I WILL NOT MEET U ANYMORE, SO PLS STOP CONTACTING ME". Suddenly i felt like something was weighing on top of me. My mind went into a blank and i really dono what to think or say anymore.
This day has finally come and today its officially over between me and XR. Yest i kept looking at the things XR has bought and made for me. It got me thinking again and again, y was i so foolish and dumb in the past to not notice what she wanted of me. It was a very simple task yet i am unable to meet her expectations. I feel so gulity cause for the period XR was with me i really hurt her a lot. I am sorry, XR.
Til now i still love u very much. I dono when will be the next time we will ever meet again and i wont be able to say it to u face to face. So i wanna tell u, XR, i wish u will find yr happiness in life and always be happy. I LOVE U and u will always remain in my heart and mind.
notes of a tragedy
7:29 PM
