another two ppl have voice out tat i looked like xiaogui le...alamak...do i really look like him...haha...currently got three ppl i rmb saying tat to me, calvin, eve and wendy...though got a few more others said tat but i forgot is who le...anyway my first pay is finally here...i tink the total amount is about 306 ar...two weeks de pay...quite good le la...

gonna go see a bone setter on thurs...my ankle hurts...tink its time to really listen to CINDY le...i don wanna be unable to walk when i am old...i would rather die...jus heard from my mum tat my ah gong has been admitted to the hospital...hmm shall try my best take out some time from my busy schedule to pay him a visit...

notes of a tragedy
9:19 AM


finally i am home from my great grandmother's funeral...today was the last day of it, or u call it the "chun bing" day...it was my first experience but it wasnt a nice one...how could anyone feel good when someone close to u passed away right...so we walked a short distance den got onto the bus and left for LIM CHU KANG, where my great grandmother's body would be cremated there...cant help it but tears kept dropping down when i saw her coffin being pushed into the machine...everyone was breaking down...its such a sad scene and i didnt like it...

yest i also had my virgin experience of praying for my great grandmother...it was a tedious process cause it didnt jus end one time...we had to go thru it several times...i was very calm at first but when i saw my ah ma crying, i felt hurt...i didnt wanna see her tat way...initially i managed to held back my tears but as the process goes on, i really can hold it back anymore and jus let it down...the only ting i regretted was not being able to see my tai ma for the last time...after all tat praying, all the paper houses and money were all brought over to a nearby rubbish dump for burning...everyting was set in place and flames were set on...raging flames engulfed the whole area and it was beautiful...burning flame in the night...yes it was a really beautiful sight but it was not a beautiful feeling...


notes of a tragedy
10:59 PM


i jus reach home from my great grandmother's funeral at jurong...she passed away yest night...i was sleeping halfway thru the night when my mother suddenly came into my room and woke me up, telling me tat my great grandmother had jus passed away...i was shocked...i knew she could have gone anytime but her death still came as a shock to me...so sudden in the middle of the night...but den she went away peacefully and i am happy for her...lots of love to her...hope she will be happy in the other world...

anyway i met with another shocking incident jus now when i went to took my bicycle...i found it stuck with a piece of paper on the handle, so i took a look...it says "u have parked your bike illegally"...when i saw it i was like WTH...i didnt know i couldnt park my bike outside the mrt station...is it really illegal...somehow i tink its so hilarious yet shocking to me...haha...

notes of a tragedy
8:36 AM


i am feeling so damn piss now...i cant log in to my cisco to do my online test...the password was changed and i was not informed...WTF...anyway i also cant blame my classmates la...maybe it was cause i didnt pay attention in class or the password was given to us on the day tat i didnt attend lesson...hai...so now i have got no choice but to wait til mon...jus send a email to my lecturer to inform him about tis matter...die le la...the deadline is tml...how?what am i going to do...i don wanna fail my module jus cause of tis stupid ting...knn...

anyway went down to town today to meet cindy for dinner and movie...went to have dinner at YOSHINOYA and it was totally not filling at all cause i am hungry now...after tat we went over to esprit to browse thru and try on some formal wear for myself...found a pants and a long sleeve shirt tat i like...so i got the code down and gonna pass it to my mum so tat she can get it for me at half price...yeah...after which we headed over to taka for a bit of window shopping before proceeding to SHAW HOUSE to get our tickets...

watched "NEXT"...tis was the second time i watched a movie at LIDO and i didnt know LIDO 1 was such a big cinema...lol i'm a country pumpkin...haha...the show was quite nice, with some pretty funny scenes...but the ending was a bit crap...haha...anyway overall it was a nice show...

notes of a tragedy
9:31 AM


two weeks have passed and i have also worked in GIORDANO for two weeks le...slowly getting the hang of how retail shops work...my colleagues are all really nice and great to me...i simply love working with them...however one of my colleagues, KANA is leaving us soon...she's quiting and her last day is on 25th may...i joined but she left...hmm how sad...anyway gonna work for 33 hrs tis weeks...a whole 11 hrs more den the minimum amount of hrs i need to clear...

projects are stressing me up and there's a presentation tml...wth...so early in week 4 or 5 only leh...there is still the entrepreurship project and database project...the database is creating a lot of problems for me...firstly the teacher SUCKS and i dono and am not totally uninterested in wat the fucking hell he is talking...OH MY GOD MAN!!! someone help me!!!

i tink my injures on my right ankle has worsen...in the past i would only feel pain occasionally but in recent days, the pain has been getting more frequent...it hurts even when i take small slow steps...wth la...i wanna make it heal but i don wanna go and see a physician...how?

notes of a tragedy
6:25 AM


i was lying down on my bed yest night and many thoughts began to gather in my mind...wat if one day i suddenly met with an accident and die or jus simple vanish from tis world...how many ppl will still rmb tat i ever existed in tis world?i have so much questions tat i cant ans...can someone give me the ans for my questions...as we grow older, each and everyone of us will gradually start to have our own life...will u still rmb those "insignificant" ppl who once appeared in your life?jus how many ppl will rmb me after i died?how many ppl will grief for me, cry over my death and feel sad for me?i appeared in many ppl's life once but will i be rmb by them...maybe only by those who were really close to me...all at once i jus feel so small and insignificant...

there are so many tings tat i know i sldnt be doing yet i am always doing it...y is it so?i cant control my actions, cant stop the feelings from coming...i don wanna be like tis but yet i am born like tis...i wanna change but yet i am not determined enough...y is it so tough?

notes of a tragedy
8:13 AM


got tis stupid idiotic PIG cum COW cum DOG asked me to post all our pics on my blog...since i am such a nice person so i will obliged to her request and upload it to my blog...haha...









notes of a tragedy
8:23 AM


today's my first day at giordano and its great...the ppl there are nice...so far i have got to know 4 of my colleagues...stephanie, lin, fetty and eve...and i only realised all my colleagues were female when i reach there...i tink i gonna get bullied by them...lol...anyway they are real nice ppl...

a few tings happened on my first day at novena square's giordano...but i can only rmb three...the first one was so paiseh...i was supposed to go to toa payoh central's giordano to get my uniform as my working place there didnt have my size...so i had to go down to toa payoh...ok so i reach toa payoh central and saw tis two shops...one was giordano and the other was bossani but i didnt saw the bossani logo and tot it was giordano too...so i went straight up to the salesgirl there and say tis:

me:hi, i am eddie from novena square...i am here to get my pants...
salesgirl:*BLUR* novena?
me:ya
salesgirl:tis is bossani leh
me:*STUNNED!!!* and runs over to giordano

wahlao lor...its so damn paiseh la...feel so stupid lor...i tink the salesgirl also tink so...somemore the whole of bossani workers were like looking at me when i walk off...DAMN DOWN!!!

tat was the first incident...the second incident was a theft case...tis young lady who looked demure came into our shop and started browsing over the clothes...my colleague LIN offered to help her get the clothings she wanted for her a few times but she rejected LIN's offer everytime...so LIN didnt bother her anymore...anyway after tat she went to try the clothes she took and i went to the toilet at the same time...when i returned she was already done with her trying of clothes and i didnt thought much of it as she was acting normal...when she walked out of the shop, my supervisor STEPH ran out and asked her back...and she was caught stealing a pants...luckily for her STEPH decided to let her off...

and the final incident is like so dangerous...i was scheduled to work from 5 til closing on my first day...so at about 9 plus, we were starting to do hsekeeping and do closing...i was vacuuming the floor in the staff room when tis really big and long metal bar fell onto me, hitting my ear...u know those metal bars used to separate the "doors" into two...its so damn pain la...my ear is still red and pain now...first day only and so much tings have happened...i tink i am a suay kia...haha...bring bad luck to the shop...but luckily we hit our target of 2.5k today...starting working tml at 1.30...gonna slp now...shall endure for 3 mths...take care everyone...

notes of a tragedy
8:44 AM

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