return home at ard 8am today and woke up at 3plus...but still feeling exhausted...went over to zoie's friend's, xinyi, hse to ton and drink...at first when i reach i was very quiet cause first time met with xinyi and very long didnt see zoie le...but as time goes by we began to click and we click well...haha...it all started with a card game so called "uno"...tat xinyi is so stupid lor...called her friend to ask her the rules of the game...right after she hanged up the call, she ask us again wat was the rules...and she keep on asking even when we already start playing...so ben right...haha...after the game we had nth to do...so sat ard and chit chat a while...feeling bored i took up xinyi's camera and started taking pics...and everyone began to cam whore...haha...after all the hussle tussle i felt really hungry so we went to a nearby 7-11 for supper...zoie didnt had enough to drink and went to 7-11 and bought some alcohol again...then we return back to xinyi's place and slack ard again til zoie fall asleep...zoie and i left for home at about 7plus...

this are the pics we took:




notes of a tragedy
12:25 AM


happy cny to everyone out there...haven been blogging since feb 10...so now since i am free jiu decided to blog now...actually nth much to blog about...this week is cny week so i guess everyone is busy going to their relatives hse and friends hse...how about me?haha...for me its all quite the same every year...feb 17 went for reunion dinner at my grandma hse...it was fun since i was closer to my mum's side relatives...my aunt is such a photography freak...she has to take pics of almost everyting...pics of the whole family, the food, when someone is getting food and when she is preparing the food...haha...in the whole, i tink she took about 100 pics in jus one single day...so pro lor...i tink i can nv do tat...haha...

next day feb 18 had to wake up early to go to the temple at novena...a yearly routine during cny...after tat i proceeded down to my grandma hse again for lunch and obviously to pai nian...next stop was my great grandma hse...its been so long since i last seen her...and its was at the hospital when i last saw her...i greeted her when i saw her but she didnt seems to recognise me...then one by one, many other of my relatives arrived at my great grandma hse and it only meant one ting...more red packets...haha...then we moved over to another location again...my dad's mum, who is also my grandma, hse...red packets collection again...but this year's red packets were lesser than last year...i don mean the amount but rather the number of red packets...and on this day, my relatives opened a gambling table, playing the game "in between"...i guess this game is very popular nowadays...i played too and lost 33bucks...i am jus so unlucky...haha...

feb 19 headed down to my aunt hse at bedok...had dinner over there and once again, the gambling table was opened right after dinner...again i went over to try my luck again...at first i was still very unlucky but tings start to change after a while...i began to win some money back and it is really jus some money only...cause the money i won wasnt enough to recoup my losses...in the end i lost 45bucks including the 33bucks...tat about all of wat i did during cny...and now i will have to prepare for my exams tml and feb 28...

actually this previous few days, a lot of thoughts went through my mind but i was lazy to blog...i had actually thought of wat i wanted to blog but due to my laziness, i have forgotten most of it...so i will blog those thoughts down when i regain my memories...take care everyone...and once again happy cny to everyone...

notes of a tragedy
1:38 AM


cant someone who has done sth irreversible return to the right path again...cant he atone for his mistakes and be forgiven...can everyting be as normal like the past...is the past only for ppl to reminisce...cant the past be the same as the present and the future...how good would it be if all the wrongs and misunderstandings can all be turn back...

notes of a tragedy
7:04 AM


hi everyone...im back to my blog again...yeah but my com isnt back yet...that the sad part...anyway i don tink i will be getting my com soon...the old one i am using now is spoilt and needs 1000bucks to repair it...so don tink i will be repairing it...will be getting a new one when sch reopens...

anyway tons and tons of tings happened since the last time i updated my blog...but its been so long le some of the incidents i cant rmb it much either...the only ting i rmb was getting drunk last sat at can cafe...y...cause that was the first time i got drunk...had a drop too much...haha...some other incidents made me feel like an idiot...so don really wish to talk about it...but the ting i wanna say is tings really doesnt always go the way we people wan it to be...jus when u tot everyting was going smoothly, heaven plays a cruel joke on u...

many tings are starting to take a turn...in another few more years, i will be in my twenties and stepping into adulthood...i would have to serve in the NS and when i finish serving NS, i would be either 23 or 24...jus how long can i keep up with the kind of lifestyle that i am leading now...life is jus as long as u live on this world...no one knows when each individual will jus leave this world...how long will i be able to keep in contact with all my friends, espcially those who are impt to me...life is long but cant be consider short too, all i hoped for and wished for is jus to have all my good friends gather tgt and mesmerised about the past...but is it possible for me...of so many of my good friends, maybe i now have only one left by my side...but who can i blame...one left followed by another all cause of my own doings...if i hadnt react in a moment of rashness, maybe tings wouldnt turn out the way it is now...no matter how much i regret, it aint going to change tings...i will jus have to take tings in my stride and hope for the better...

valentine is coming, but i don tink i will be going out celebrating it...there is jus no one who i can celebrate this fateful day with...in fact, i tink i have nv really celebrate valentine day with my gf cause i always don have a gf on that day...haha...actually its not jus valentine, even my bday, i don rmb any occasion of celebrating my bday with any friends...haha...today someone asked me how i celebrated my bday last year...know what i reply...i was alone the whole day wandering the streets not knowing what to do...my mind was in a blank...it is this kind of days when i really feel that actually i am alone and lonely...having lots of friends doesnt really solve matters...but anyway bday is jus another day, nth special about it...though it does hurts somewhere in my heart when my bday comes...

notes of a tragedy
9:46 AM

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