i wonder if u read my post about u...if u had read if did u know the girl i was referring to was U! and if u had read it y didnt u give me any hints to tell me if the feeling is mutual...hai...maybe u did give but its jus that i didnt notice it...i'm an idiot when it comes to getting hints...even if i feel that it is a hint i'm still unsure til someone says it out that its true...wanted to tell u how i feel towards u yest night but jus couldnt muster up the courage to tell u...i don dare to say it put to u but at the same til i am afraid if i don tell u now i will only regret it later...tis feeling SUCKS!!!

ok, finally my job has left only like 1 week...its a relief to me...but next week i will be damn busy...gonna shuffle from work to sch...the freshman orientation is starting soon(tml)and i'm supposed to act in a skit, but i haven even rehearsal a bit...and i am scared i might give problems to the finale crew on the actual day...still i am looking forward to the orientation...got to know quite a few friends through tis ogl camp or watsoever u call it...and though i'm seldom present for the meetings or totally not there at all, but i still tink its fun...hope all goes well for the orientation and our skit will be a success...oh ya and wish i don give troubles to the finale crew on the actual day...

notes of a tragedy
7:45 PM


well today when i was in the train going for my work, i encounter tis really brainless guy in the train...so as usual i was sitting down in the train trying to catch some sleep...i was half asleep half awaken when i suddenly heard tis voice talking very loudly...it was a guy's voice and he was talking really loudly...at first i didnt play much attention to wat he was talking but then he started scolding his teacher...so i looked ard and saw tis guy wearing school uniform...he was swearing at his teacher, cursing words like knn, the teacher cb one and always kpkb...when i heard those, i was like -_-!!!its ok if u wanna curse and swear his teacher, i did it before too when i was his age...but is it necessary for u to speak it out so loudly...in the end, it only makes u look bad...don u feel ashame...or is it tat u feel very proud to be able to speak your brainless mind so freely and openly...i cant comprehend wat tis guy is tinking about...well take care lad and stop cursing and swearing at peeps u dislike so LOUDLY, OPENLY and FREELY -_-!!!

ok i jus woke up from my afternoon nap cause of a call...rmb yest i said about the model agency, the name is i tink CREATE TALENTS...i oso not too sure...they called and ask me down for an interview tis sat...i was irritated when i ans the call at first as i was still slping but when i heard wat the lady in the phone said, i was immediately awoken from my slp and was utterly shocked...lol...can u imagine EDDIE becoming a MODEL -_-! and involved in some photo shoots for some sports wear...lol...i myself cant even imagine it...not sure if i'm going down tis sat...

notes of a tragedy
7:40 PM


ok shall blog first before i proceed to my comfortable bed...went over to town to meet shuhui, my one decade friend, at 5 and i was late...haha...its the first time i am meeting her since her return from new zealand and she is leaving for holland soon...tat is y we plan tis meeting...haha...anyway its great to see her...she is still as lame as ever...walked ard orchard a bit before heading down to cine for a movie, STOMP THE YARD...ok, i shall comment on tis movie...tis is such an interesting and perfect show...i simply LOVE it...the dance moves in the movies are like so unbelievable...its jus GREAT!!!how i wish i also knew how to dance...jus a bit will do, i aint greedy...haha...tis is a 4.5/5 rating show man...

on the way to cine we were both approached by a modelling agency to help them model some sports wear or so i tink...haha...so unexpected for me...tis is my virgin experience being approached by a modelling agency...its feels weird but at the same time great too...y?cause its shows tat i am being noticed by others...haha...i know i am being a bit overly excitied...but hey its my virgin experience so give me a chance to rant on...haha...i know u guys have many experience like tis...

anyway though me and shuhui managed to meet up today, we didnt managed to take any photos...except for tis-

shuhui having her icecream right after pastamania...haha...

well she did took a picture of me at pastamania queuing up to order our food but her phone's cam was too blur so she deleted it away...hmm gonna miss her a lot when she leaves for holland...take care girl...

notes of a tragedy
8:59 AM


i wan so much to tell u i like u...but i dono if tis feeling is mutual...i haven like u for a very long time but i know from the day i saw u til now the feeling has always been the same...if u know u are u the one i am talking about please give me a hint about how u feel towards me...otherwise i wont know how to tell u i like u...

notes of a tragedy
12:40 AM


oh seriously man, i need to change to a new job...a job tat is more "presentable"...my current job is driving me nuts and making me so tired everyday...i'm not gonna say it out here again jus in case u guys use it to tease me again...haha...gonna find another job after april 7 but sch reopens on april 16 or 17 i tink...not sure if i will be able to find a flexible hours job, tat can accomodate my timetable, within such a short time...GOD BLESS ME!!! kk ask me yest if i wanted to join him as a trainee referee for bball...and i am still considering...the whole ting sounds so attractive to me...haha...oh and btw kk is someone i jus got acquainted yest...haha...

i tink i am have been confirmed to act as a gang member in tis coming orientation for the freshman...haha...its really a do nth role...i'm jus supposed to stand behind kk and act fierce...kk is gonna act as my big boss, nicknamed BIG HEAD...haha...and he can really act well as a gang leader...wahahaha...

tink i gonna change my style of dressing...i tink i have developed a fetish for the shop "NEW URBAN MALE"...their clothes are more to a sporty look and i tink it's nice...espirit and top man are not a bad choice either...i like top man's formal wear clothes...i'm gonna abandon my current style way behind BUT tat is only if i found a new job(no job no money)...haha...

ever since i cut my hair short, quite a few ppl have comment tat i look like XIAO GUI...u know the guy beside LUO ZHI XIANG in bhb...i'm not sure if tis is a compliment or an insult but i will take it as a compliment since xiao gui isnt ugly or anyting...haha...anyway i also like it the way now tat my hair is short...at least my eye doesnt get irritated or sore by my fringe anymore...

notes of a tragedy
11:46 PM


currently chatting with wynny in msn now but still feel like blogging...tis few days have been quite busy...morning give out newspaper at city hall le jiu have to rush down to nyp for the ogl(orientation group leader) programmes...and it always ends at ard 7...its like so late when i reach home even though i always leave early...haha...the ogl group is quite fun and i am selected to act in a play...omg...can u believe it? eddie involved in a stage play...and everyone says i am the most suitable for tat role...guess wat? its acting as a gangster...ahhh...everyone is saying i look like a gangster...haha...wat can i do when i am being born with tis face..hai...haha...luckily i'm jus a supporting cast...i tink i have no lines jus purely standing on the stage acting as a gangster...lol...easy role!!!

feel like going to k box but there is no one who can accompany me...so pathetic...tat day i was chatting with wynny in msn den she let me view her thru her webcam so i secretly captured her picture from the webcam...haha..she says she looks stupid in the pictures...i tink when she sees tis post she will SMACK me...haha...i actually wanna put the pictures up for viewing de but she doesnt let me so no choice...haha...i will upload it next time when she doesnt realise it...wahahhaa...be careful ar wynny, u better treat me better...if not ur pictures will be out...wahahaha...

notes of a tragedy
5:20 AM


hmm cant get to slp anyway...its been a long since i last woke up so early...ever since i went into NYP, i am always sleeping only after 12...9am, its 9am now and most ppl sld be happily sleeping away but i am here in front of my laptop blogging...WOW!!! its amazing...haha...

anyway i got two reasons y i cant sleep...one is cause of a particular person and the other one is my "princess"...ok lets talk about tis particular person...sth is bothering her and it starts to bother me too...i wonder how is she now...and i keep pondering wat might have happen to make her unhappy...i wish i could be of some help to her but apparently i am of no help...but if she i willing to spill it out, i will always be there for her...tat is if she is willing to tell me...anyway hope she gets along with it and don get too upset over watever is bothering her...take care da zhu tou...

and the second person who made me lost my sleep is my princess...i tot she would only be back on tues dawn but she's already back home and send me a msg...haha...i'm so happy tat she's back...its terrible having to miss someone and being unable to see tat person...great tat she's back so i can meet her on tues...wonder wat she has to say to me after seeing all those msg...

notes of a tragedy
5:59 PM


my "princess" is currently in msia now attending a wedding dinner...wonder how she is doing over there...i miss her so much tat yest night i even dreamt of her...haha...nvm she's coming back on mon or say tues dawn...haha...

jus now when i was in the train, i saw a baby...he was very cute and many passangers in the train were also looking at the baby...some even try to play with him...so funny...but as i was looking at the baby, tis thought came into my mind...how gd would it be if i have a baby now...i know its impossible cause i cant support the baby financially and i guess no one wants to give birth to a baby with me now...haha...but when i look at the baby, i really wish i too had one myself...babied are really cute...



notes of a tragedy
12:42 AM


ok i'm back home from the movie...went to causeway point to watch "THE HAUNTED SCHOOL" with a crazy pig...the show was not a bad one...if i have to give a rating, i would give a 3.5...the story line was still alright and there were some scenes tat were quite frightening i guess...cause the crazy hougang pig beside me kept using her hand to block her eyes...haha...before the show i tot i would be the one who's gonna do tat but in the end, i didnt feel scared at all...haha...instead it was the rubbish dump dump, VIVIEN who was afraid...haha...she is so dumb...wahahaha...lets hope she doesnt see tis post, if not she will start ROARING...lol...so overall "THE HAUNTED SCHOOL" was not a bad movie...everyone can go watch it...it definitely better than "DREAMGIRLS"...haha...

notes of a tragedy
2:10 AM


hmm its like 10plus in the morning now and i am actually blogging...ahhh...actually wanna go slp a while longer de but got one idiotic pig by the name vivien ask me call her at 11.30 to wake her up...so pig right...no choice la...cause later meeting her go cwp watch movie...wonder which movie sld i watch...stomp the yard? or haunted school? or maybe the messanger? so many movie to choose from...so fan..erm ok its not many supposingly jus 3 to choose from...haha...but to me its still considered a lot cause i am indecisive...so i tink i shall live the choice to tat crazy hougang girl...haha...wonder if she will read tis post ma...haha...dono how she will react...haha...tink she's going to ROAR again...

recently nth much happen ard me so there's nth much for me to blog about...there's a party tis sat at mdm wong, wonder if i sld go ma? anyway last time mdm wong was opened in mohammed sultan road there i tink but it closed now...now its reopened at central mall...and central mall is also a newly opened shopping mall situated at clarke quay...shall make a trip down over there for some shopping one day with my friends...

notes of a tragedy
7:35 PM


clubbing night yest at clinic...tis was my first time down to clinic...i tink its a new club and its the coldest club i have ever went to...actually it is tgt with MOS...its jus beside them...the interior decorations was quite unique...as the club name suggests, most of the equipments and furniture in it are somehow link to a clinic...ex. the tables were in the form of a pill...but the bad ting is tat the dance floor was too small and during the party, the dance floor is always engulfed in smokes making it difficult to see...the security in clinic is one of the strictest i ever seen in so many clubs...when u wanna re-enter the club, u will have to let the bouncers check your IC one more time...

got to know a few more friends over at clinic yest and saw a few familiar faces...so in the end i was like running ard the whole of clinic dancing with different groups of friends...sadly yest night wasnt a fun one...at first i was very high and felt tat it might be a great night but i was disappointed in the end...finally the party ended at 3 and i took a cab with my friends back home...didnt manage to take any pics so no pics to upload...

notes of a tragedy
1:47 AM


and finally i had a hair cut...was hestitating but finally went for it yest...and i am regretting a bit now...i choose a hairstyle from a book at the salon but the girl didnt cut it the way i wanted...and now my hair looks so short and nerdy...haha...my fringe is all gone and i look like some criminal who jus came out of the jail...WTH...tink i gonna cut again when my hair grows longer...cant take any pic with my current hairstyle...looks so damn ugly...

was considering to go clubbing tml but now i'm not sure if i wanna go...haha...cause my hair looks so weird now...its so not me!!!but anyway it was my decision so cant regret it...have to try to style it myself and make it look better...wonder how my friends will react if i go clubbing with them tml night...i bet they gonna laugh at me...

btw i wanna warn everyone about the movie "DREAMGIRLS"...don ever go watch it...its a damn boring show...almost 3/4 of the show is singing...they don talk during conversations, they sing...and its so like duh...u can slp through out the whole movie listening to them sing...i wonder y tis movie can be nominated for so many awards in the oscars...i see no artistic scenes or feel or sense in it...maybe its cause i have no artistic touch within me...haha...

i'm really getting so fed up with u ppl at home...stop all those grumblings the moment i reach home...i have done nth wrong to deserve all tis...it seems tat i am getting everyting wrong...when i'm at home or outside home...u guys would surely have tings to censure me...i wonder wat wrong with me or rather u ppl...u guys are making feel so insecure at home...i jus don feel at ease when i'm at home with u guys...pls don make me feel any worse than i am feeling now...i jus cant seem to tell u guys anyting...

notes of a tragedy
11:41 PM


the only ting tat is not changing is changing...and its so true...but who likes changes unless it is sth good...if u are having a good life would u like changes tat will affect your lifestyles...for me, if i can relive my past again, i wish everyting will jus stop at my sec sch days...though i was very notorious and rebellious but i was happy...in fact i feel tat those were the happiest time of my life...seriously if i were to choose, i will surely choose to go back to my sec sch life...though in sch i was always bullying ppl, trying to get into fights, smoking, stealing and playing truancy but i had a bunch of friends tat make me feel my existence...i feel acknowledged by them...but sometimes one misunderstanding, one mistake or one fault can ruin everyting for u...it can totally change your lifestyle from heaven to hell...

y would i feel tat way...cause i experience all tis first hand...my life change on the day when i send a msg...it was sent at the wrong time to the wrong person...and disaster fell on me...from than onwards, i was snubbed by many...at tat point of time, my life shattered into pieces...the feeling of loneliness and lost came rushing into my heart...the feeling was terrible but there was nth i could do...i really missed those days...what can i do to get those back...everyting is gone...what is left are all jus memories...will tat group of ppl gather tgt again one day...is it possible tat one day tat certain group of ppl will become friends again and be like how we were in the past...i certainly don wish to be only able to reminisce on the past...i hope it wont be jus wishful tinking on my part...

notes of a tragedy
12:11 AM


finally my exams are all over and will be getting my results on 21st march...one year have passed and its like so fast...very soon i will be moving on to my second year in poly...but i am not really feeling very enthusiatic about it though...anyway though i already finished all my papers but i seriously tink none of my two papers will pass...haha...damn pathetic...the moment i reach the exam hall, everyone is already telling me what is the earliest time that i can leave the exam hall...lol...ok enough talks about exams...it already ended so shall not talk more of it anymore...

this few days have been raining which i don really understand y...cause this month aint no raining season so y wont the rain stop...i am now at home waiting for the rain to stop so that i can go for my soccer game later on...so decided to blog since i havent been blogging much ever since my com broke down...

i have finally found a job but everyone who knows what job i am doing now has all rebutted me for agreeing to do such a stupid job...hai...i am already regreting it le everyone...but i cant breach my contract...if i ever did so i have to pay the company 1000bucks...where am i going to find that sum of money to compensate them...hai...luckily i only sign a 1 month contract so i will jus have to endure 1 month...the only ting that makes me feel down is that right after i signed the contract then i realised i wasnt able to make it to qiong zheng's chalet cause of this stupid job...i hate myself for being so rush in signing the contract...but what's done is done...i will jus have to take it in stride and endure the 1 month...


notes of a tragedy
12:14 AM

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