met up with audrey yest and accompanied her to paya lebar...cause she had to go for an exit interview with GIORDANO at SG WAREHSE...she is so idiot la, keeping doing funny tings make me laugh...we were like sharing a umbrella as it was raining...den she suddenly started clapping away...

me:u siao ar...y suddenly clap ur hands...
audrey:i bo liao ma...
me:sot de leh(laughs at her)
audrey:*continue clapping*

funny la she...haha...actually was only accompanying her, but in the end i apply for a part time job with GIORDANO as well...and i was hired immediately on the day i was interviewed...guess they really needed ppl...haha...tis pics were all taken on our way home in the train...actually still got one more de, but tat stupid audrey don wanna send me...





notes of a tragedy
8:31 AM


back home from orchard...went down with the thought of getting a pair of slippers and two tee from topshop...but i am like so suay la...i went to the wisma's topman first and saw the shirt tat i wanted...so i tried it on...one plain yellow and the other one plain grey...the grey one was jus suitable for me but the yellow one was too small so i decided to try my luck at shaw hse' topman first b4 buying it...so went over to shaw hse with weiqi and liling...guess wat when i reach there...the yellow one was jus nice for me but the grey one was like too small again...wth...simple jus opposite from wisma...so in the end didnt manage to get any...

after which we proceeded down to heeren to buy my slippers from NEW URBAN MALE...got tis pair of havaianas at the price of 39.90...thks to liling...cause of her ngee ann admin card, i was entitled to 20% off the original price...isnt tat great...haha...headed to sakae sushi for the buffet at heeren and saw many obscene actions...haha...wat a show!!!so damn full now la...i'm having a small tummy now...

notes of a tragedy
3:40 AM


gym with keong and jun rong today...keep tinking of making a trip down the gym long ago but couldnt find the time to go down...today finally went down...so long since i trained in the gym...it feels great after a workout but my arms are aching now...so long didnt went down, my strength decreased a lot...tink i will have to head down the gym more often now...

meeting "DEAR DANIEL" tml...accompanying her to paya lebar for her exit interview...meeting her at 8 at khatib mrt station...tink i gonna go slp after posting my entry...

notes of a tragedy
7:36 AM


sch started at 9 today and i was late for like 5 min but there was a 10min grace so it didnt matter much...so the first lesson was RAD(RAPID APPLICATION DEVELOPMENT)...quite an interesting module and i managed to capture and understand wat the lecturer was teaching...after RAD was a 3hr break cause one of the lectures were cancelled...i really hate 3hrs break cause it really makes me tired and there is nth to do...so waited an hr for weiqi's break time and had lunch with her and her friend, jacelyn...our lunch conversation was like so damn funny, even jacelyn whom jus know me also cant take it and kept laughing...

after lunch, it was an hr of lecture but i didnt attend it...i was like accompanying jun rong and angela for lunch, den keong came too...so long since i saw rong and keong...and a real funny chat den went up to weiqi's class find her...and we? so jus ME did a lot of funny tings outside her class...so entertaining la...

after all tat, i proceeded to my next class at blk M for NETWORKING AND COMMUNICATIONS...its actually cisco which i learned in my yr 1 sem 1...but during my yr 1 sem 1, i didnt really pay attention to wat the lecturer was teaching so i was like totally oblivious to wat cisco or networking is really all about...but today's was more interesting, maybe it was cause i really listen to the lesson and tried to try out all the questions...it was actually quite a fun module too...

headed down to yew tee after sch for my weekly supply of soccer games with my soccer cliques...there was a hell lot of ppl playing today when i reached...some were not friends of mine but we played tgt...had fun playing but den tis guy came and elbow me in the face...dono if it was intentionally or unintentionally, but i was damn pissed off so started ranting off at him...but we didnt stop the game til i had cramps in my left leg...den when i was resting my leg, the soccer ball suddenly flew over and hit my mouth when qz was disturbing me...which cause my lips or gums to bleed...lol...so unlucky right...dono y whenever i play soccer sure kana all tis kind of tings de...ahhh...

notes of a tragedy
9:04 AM


its heavy, its really so heavy i tink i cant hold on to it anymore...the feeling isnt nice and it hurts but i cant get rid of it...the feeling of sadness, guilt, unwillingness and many more other feelings which i cant describle...but happy is definitely not one of the feelings i feel now...its confusing even i dono how i sld face it and handle it...tis feeling is so instense tat if i cant remove tat big "stone" in me, i tink i can nv do anyting well...i have nv ever felt tis way b4...can u pls remove it for me? my heart pumps one beat slower everyting i tink of wat i have done and i jus hope time will reverse or stop so tat i wont feel so pain...

sch reopened today and once again, tat feeling came again...i feel so left out and alone...especially when it comes to forming groups for projects...tis feeling is so great and its compressing in me...i really hate tat feeling and wat more, i have the mixed feeling in me too...tis two different feelings is killing me like hell...as though someone is in me trying to rip off everyting in me...it hurts to the core...

notes of a tragedy
5:30 AM


wrong wrong wrong...i am jus so damn wrong...i know u are disappointed with me, i feel the same way to...i dono y i will do tat in front of u...but it cant be reversed anymore...no matter how many sorry i say, i jus cant get rid of the gulit i feel towards u...its like having a big stone lying on top of my heart and i jus cant move it away...its making me feel bad...i am jus so damn wrong...sorry girl, will u ever forgive me? will be like jus how we started and i wont ask for more...

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wonder how will we two react when we see each other in sch...i know y u don wish to see me but we are bound to bump into each other one day...will u greet me like how we were in the past or will u avoid me like a plague?i am sorry for everyting...sorry for creating tis stupid mess...sorry for letting my own stupidity act ruin everyting we had tgt...

notes of a tragedy
7:23 AM


i tot of u again...i tried so hard to forget u but u jus came into my mind again jus now...all the tings we did tgt, the first time u cooked for me, the first time i ate your food, the first time i say i love u to u and so many other first times...everyting, everyting, everyting is jus so clear in my mind...even though its like so long but i still cant forget u...y...

went to kk's freshman bbq today at east coast...was really fun and all the ppl there were great, not like tat particular someone in my freshman class...ok, had a bit of liquor over there and i was like very high...cause i drank it pure, without any mixture...took some pics while on our way down...

the sunglasses tat i bought today...


notes of a tragedy
9:53 AM


fucking hell...my mum is really so damn noisy...y does she always wanna force me to do tings tat i don like...wat have i done wrong, all she ever does is shout at me, if not scold me...i tink the only use i have for her is for her to shout and tick me off...yes she does treat me well sometimes, but tat is really only if she feels happy...but she can turn nasty the next moment when i tell her i wanna go out...WTF...wat am i to her?a pet?i am 19 yrs old for goodness sake, i have my own life so stop trying to interfere with my life...i have been bottling up all the feelings cause i still treat u as family...pls don make it to the point tat one day, i have to spill all tis feelings out and ruin everyone's life...u say i am not changing but are u...pls really change those stupid mindset of yours...u ppl can say i am unfilial or watever u guys can tink of but i don care...cause i really jus wan a life of my own, not a life tat is being controlled by my parents...GOD!!!who can help me change my parents mindset...they are making my life miserable...

notes of a tragedy
12:22 AM


ok jus got back from my freshies bbq at khatib...initially it was a very fun event for me...but tis stupid idiotic guy jus ruined it for me...he damn pissed me off...who the fuck does he tink he is...showing utter disrespect and talking as though he knew everyting when he didnt even know one ting at all...i really despise tis kind of guys la...yes, i might not click well with the guys but i oso didnt offend u in any other way...so don tink tat wheni act nice and friendly in front of u, i am a easy target for u to bully...understand, u fucking idiot...if u wanna say all those tings in front of me, y not say it out in front of all the OGLs...see wat u will get from them...i shall not say names here but if u see my post den u sld be able to distingush who i am talking about...ok enough talk about tis idiot...continuing will only make me more piss off...

today we, OGLs, had to return to sch again without knowing the reason y...when we got there, then was we to find out the real motive behind the "return of the OGLs"...lol...we were going to be involved in another 4 upcoming events...the first is xtreme venture which i tink is somewat like OUTWARD BOUND...then next was voice out, a singing compeitition...third, bandz out, a compeitition for bands, and finally phat nite, which i am in charge...ok phat nite if u dono about it, is actually somehow like clubbing...ok so even when sch starts, i will still have to stay back for meetings...WTH...




notes of a tragedy
10:58 AM


met up with yiting today after my work and had lunch at sembawang...then she came over my hse and waited for me to get changed b4 we went down to yishun...she wanted to go to the night market at yishun to buy her handphone casing...she is like so idiot lor...dono how she use her phone de sia...can use til her battery got dented out...after which we went to GV and bought two tickets for the movie "THE NUMBER 23"...it wasnt as good as i had expected it out to be...after buying the tickets, headed over to northpoint for dinner and some arcade games...we two did a very embarassing ting over at the arcade...lol...don wanna say it here...it's our own little SECRET!!!haha...finally after the show, i saw her home b4 proceeding back for home myself too...

yest was a LOSERS gathering...haha...met bao cheng and group at cck and then we went over to sentosa...we were like a really big group la...18 guys going down sentosa...lol...when we finally reached sentosa it was like so late le la...somemore the weather was like so random...the sun came out and hid behind the clouds a few times and finally decided to pop out...but i wasnt in the mood to suntan anymore so sat down with xiaohei and gilbert for some trash talking...lol...went over for dinner at the harbour front interchange at bout 7 plus...and walked down to vivo for a little walk...

suddenly while walking ard vivo zhi rong asked us if we wanted to go over to his company for some wine...everyone agreed and the whole 18 of us went down to the WINE COMPANY at tanglin for some white and red wine...it's the first time i tried white wine but i cant really tell the difference between red and white wine...left the place at 1 and everyone was like getting so high...haha...took the NR 8 to orchard and transfer to NR 2 to get back home...it was a really fun day with the LOSERS...haha...get tgt some other days again...took some pics at sentosa...will upload it if i managed to get the pics...

notes of a tragedy
10:00 AM


today is the final day of the freshman orientation...and i was like acting in a skit for the freshies...when i was at the backstage i was really nervous, no matter how much i try to relax myself, my heart jus pump harder and faster...like its gonna drop out any moment...finally when i was on the stage, i calm down a bit...cause i heard my freshies calling out my name when i was about to intro myself...at tat point of time, i was really shock but touched too...i didnt expect my name to be called out...somemore by the ppl tat i spend the least time with...i really feel sorry towards EI class 0710 for not being there with them for most of the orientation...so after the skit performance, went back to them and had lunch with them too at AMK...really fun ppl la those guys in class 0710...seeing them bond so well tgt also made me feel happy for them...hope they have a great time tgt with each other...if they ever read tis post...i jus wanna say, U GUYS REALLY ROCKS, SIMPLY THE BEST!!!

through tis few weeks with the ogl guys, i really had a lot of fun and learnt a lot of tings...the dance and the skit was the most impt ting for me...cause i put a lot of effort teaching the freshies and had to stay back late in the night to practice for the skit too...tis was all jus for the freshies...tis is the first time i am like so serious bout a ting, a ting tat i was so uninterested with in the beginning...tis was really a great experience for me...OGLs RULES!!!

notes of a tragedy
9:57 AM


4th April :
today is the third day of the freshman orientation...and i was like still so busy la...the first ting i did when i reach sch after work was rushing to blk M to find my freshman and then headed down to blk E to teach my dancers all the dance moves that they haven learn yet...so after teaching it all to them, it was lunch time at like 12.40 and i had to reach blk S lecture hall at 1 sharp...the distance is like so far and i had only 10 or so min for my lunch...cant even slowly savour and enjoy my lunch, though the packet lunch taste like hell...

so after lunch, again rush over to blk S and began our skit rehearsal...it was like in a mess la...everyone was like so not enthu and kept wasting time...in the end the freshman dancers came too and we had to cancel our rehearsal and let the place for them for their trial run...finally when it was our turn to act for the lecturers to see, it was a total disaster...and the comments we got from our senior is like so BAD...somemore i had to act superman and wear a red underwear...lol...its looks so disgusting...practised our skit in the lecture hall till 6 and then proceeded to the auditorium for another rehearsal...

after our rehearsal, it was the freshman dancers rehearsal...as i was one of the dance instructors, i stayed back to watch the dance...and finally i am back home now...tis pics were like all taken today at the backstage...i was trying to act COOL!!!haha...




notes of a tragedy
7:30 AM

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