Wednesday, November 22, 2006
hmm i am now slacking at home and jus feel like blogging...i read sometings and many thoughts jus came into my mind...a few years back, i had this wonderful bunch of friends...though we were always creating troubles and were considered quite rebellious, but still i felt really happy whenever i was with them...i believe this is a feeling felt by many...no matter how bad or good your friends are, u will still feel happy when u are with them...i rmb one incident when our sch organised a flag day for us students...on the morning of tat day, i met up with my bunch of friends and we went for breakfast tgt...it was about 6plus in the morning at that time...after breakfast, we took a bus down to bb community centre for the flag day...when we went to report to the organiser, we were told tat we would be appointed to a certain place which i had already forgotten...but we ended up in west coast and not the specified location tat we were told to go to...then we started playing ard over there and eventually we climbed up the "spider web"...up at the top, we sat in one circle and began chatting ard and sang some songs...tis was a memory tat will sometimes repeat itself in my mind...though tis incident happened a long long time ago but its still so clear in my mind...cause at tat moment, i really felt as though we were one big family...warmth tat i don get from my family, i felt it from this group of guys...i really like tis bunch of friends but tings jus wasnt meant to be...cause of a spate of events, i left the group...it was really a sad ting for me...i felt closer to them than to my family...they were my everyting at tat point of time...but since then i too have made a lot of other new friends...i sometimes wonder would we be able to put down all our grudges and sit down again for a chat...its bothering me so much tat i sometimes cant sleep peacefully...u guys know who u are if u guys ever read tis post...now tis paragraph is up there for another friend of mine...i dont know if u read my blog ever since tat fateful day...but then tis entry is written solely for u...a year plus have gone unknowingly since u moved overseas...and its reaching two years soon...u have been my best friend ever since the incident over me and some other guy which i dont really wish to mention, jus in case he saw tis post and got angry with me...its ok if u don wish to talk to me or look for me, i wont take it to heart...cause to me once u are my best friend, u will always be...its a ting tat will nv change...i dont really wish to quarrel with u over someting tat is so trivial and meaningless...we have known each other long enough to know wat on each other mind without speaking...u will be coming back to singapore soon and i wonder if we will be able to meet up...wish u and your gf will be tgt always...best friend always...
notes of a tragedy
11:22 PM