Friday, December 15, 2006
wat could have happen to cause such a drastic change in u...i really dono wat i had done or said tat could have made u treat me the way u are doing now...one moment we were still happily chatting away and the next moment your attitude becomes so fucked up...don tink u are the only one feeling upset...i am also feeling it now too after i see ur fucking attitude...i don even know wat is going on and u are there showing me ur fucked up face like i have jus harmed u or quarrel with u...its ok if u don wish me to be ard, jus tell me straight in the face, y wanna keep quiet about it and be such a wimp...if u are gonna treat me like a trash after u find a new friend, its ok with me...i don need a friend like u...y make life difficult for myself when i treat u as a friend but u treat me as a fool...thanks for finally revealing to me wat i "true" friend u are...and bye to u too...today had soccer meeting with my secondary sch friends at yew tee...all was fine till tis idiot playing bball came...we were playing our own game of soccer when tis group of bball guys came...even though they saw tat the court was occupied by us they still came and interupted our game...at first nth really happen...tings started to occur when their bball fall to my leg and rolled away...one of the guy tot i purposely kicked the ball away and began his starring game...given my character, i also looked back at him...so he came over and started his "speech"...guy:"u from which gang"me:"i nv play gang de"guy:"nv play gang den still talk til so sia lan"guy:"can talk nicely a not"me:"u also nv talk to me nicely y sld i talk nicely back to u"me:"its u who started talking to me so rudely de wat"guy"i from *** gang leh, cannot talk sia lan with u ar"tis is the summarised version of our conversation...and the ting tat made me angry was when he say he is from a gang tat y he can talk so rudely to me...but i cant cause i have to gang...wtf...wat kind of logic is tat...then does tat means tat he can kill ppl jus cause he has a gang...don understand the gangsters nowadays...they are jus so arrogant and incorrigible...they tink tat jus cause they have a gang and they can do watever they wan...then when i was walking home at sembawang, tis guy walk towards me and banged me...dono wat the hell does he wan...wat is he trying to prove by banging into me...tat he is fit...bullshit...next when i was passing by the lift two guys came out of the lift and walked in front of me...then one of the guy turned his head ard twice and kept starring at me like i owed him money and he wan to whack me...wat does he wan man...am i breaking the law jus by walking behind u...i dono u and u dono me so y are u starring at me...stupid and brainless gangsters...if u tink u are really so great, y not jus go murder someone or rob a bank...fucking idiotic ppl who jus ruin the day for me...and i am really feeling so frustrated over someone and tis kind of tings happen, it jus darkens my mood...hai...
notes of a tragedy
9:07 AM
