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Tuesday, December 19, 2006

the weather hasnt been good tis few days...raining continuously for three days already...and my mood is jus like the weather for tis three days...thoughts of going out with my friends came into my mind but i had no one to go out with...not cause of the rain, even without the rain i oso don tink i will have anyone to go out with...isnt it depressing...haha...but wat can i do...

christmas is nearing and moods for celebrations are jus getting started...its no different for me...but the difference is i am not sure if i will be celebrating with my friends or will i be walking down the colorful streets of singapore alone, feeling helpless and lost...wat would it be...i certainly have no idea...

i have been tinking about a lot of tings tis few days...and i am really starting to regret my actions and choices tat i have made in my whole 18 years of life...if i had made the right choice in the first place, i wouldnt be in such a sorry state now...suddenly i feel so pathetic...and i really so wrong in all my decisions...i have always treated everyone with a true heart but wat i get back isnt always wat i expect...i don mean everyone but jus certain ppl...



notes of a tragedy
6:10 AM