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Thursday, February 08, 2007

hi everyone...im back to my blog again...yeah but my com isnt back yet...that the sad part...anyway i don tink i will be getting my com soon...the old one i am using now is spoilt and needs 1000bucks to repair it...so don tink i will be repairing it...will be getting a new one when sch reopens...

anyway tons and tons of tings happened since the last time i updated my blog...but its been so long le some of the incidents i cant rmb it much either...the only ting i rmb was getting drunk last sat at can cafe...y...cause that was the first time i got drunk...had a drop too much...haha...some other incidents made me feel like an idiot...so don really wish to talk about it...but the ting i wanna say is tings really doesnt always go the way we people wan it to be...jus when u tot everyting was going smoothly, heaven plays a cruel joke on u...

many tings are starting to take a turn...in another few more years, i will be in my twenties and stepping into adulthood...i would have to serve in the NS and when i finish serving NS, i would be either 23 or 24...jus how long can i keep up with the kind of lifestyle that i am leading now...life is jus as long as u live on this world...no one knows when each individual will jus leave this world...how long will i be able to keep in contact with all my friends, espcially those who are impt to me...life is long but cant be consider short too, all i hoped for and wished for is jus to have all my good friends gather tgt and mesmerised about the past...but is it possible for me...of so many of my good friends, maybe i now have only one left by my side...but who can i blame...one left followed by another all cause of my own doings...if i hadnt react in a moment of rashness, maybe tings wouldnt turn out the way it is now...no matter how much i regret, it aint going to change tings...i will jus have to take tings in my stride and hope for the better...

valentine is coming, but i don tink i will be going out celebrating it...there is jus no one who i can celebrate this fateful day with...in fact, i tink i have nv really celebrate valentine day with my gf cause i always don have a gf on that day...haha...actually its not jus valentine, even my bday, i don rmb any occasion of celebrating my bday with any friends...haha...today someone asked me how i celebrated my bday last year...know what i reply...i was alone the whole day wandering the streets not knowing what to do...my mind was in a blank...it is this kind of days when i really feel that actually i am alone and lonely...having lots of friends doesnt really solve matters...but anyway bday is jus another day, nth special about it...though it does hurts somewhere in my heart when my bday comes...


notes of a tragedy
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