Sunday, March 04, 2007
the only ting tat is not changing is changing...and its so true...but who likes changes unless it is sth good...if u are having a good life would u like changes tat will affect your lifestyles...for me, if i can relive my past again, i wish everyting will jus stop at my sec sch days...though i was very notorious and rebellious but i was happy...in fact i feel tat those were the happiest time of my life...seriously if i were to choose, i will surely choose to go back to my sec sch life...though in sch i was always bullying ppl, trying to get into fights, smoking, stealing and playing truancy but i had a bunch of friends tat make me feel my existence...i feel acknowledged by them...but sometimes one misunderstanding, one mistake or one fault can ruin everyting for u...it can totally change your lifestyle from heaven to hell...y would i feel tat way...cause i experience all tis first hand...my life change on the day when i send a msg...it was sent at the wrong time to the wrong person...and disaster fell on me...from than onwards, i was snubbed by many...at tat point of time, my life shattered into pieces...the feeling of loneliness and lost came rushing into my heart...the feeling was terrible but there was nth i could do...i really missed those days...what can i do to get those back...everyting is gone...what is left are all jus memories...will tat group of ppl gather tgt again one day...is it possible tat one day tat certain group of ppl will become friends again and be like how we were in the past...i certainly don wish to be only able to reminisce on the past...i hope it wont be jus wishful tinking on my part...
notes of a tragedy
12:11 AM