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Monday, April 16, 2007
its heavy, its really so heavy i tink i cant hold on to it anymore...the feeling isnt nice and it hurts but i cant get rid of it...the feeling of sadness, guilt, unwillingness and many more other feelings which i cant describle...but happy is definitely not one of the feelings i feel now...its confusing even i dono how i sld face it and handle it...tis feeling is so instense tat if i cant remove tat big "stone" in me, i tink i can nv do anyting well...i have nv ever felt tis way b4...can u pls remove it for me? my heart pumps one beat slower everyting i tink of wat i have done and i jus hope time will reverse or stop so tat i wont feel so pain...sch reopened today and once again, tat feeling came again...i feel so left out and alone...especially when it comes to forming groups for projects...tis feeling is so great and its compressing in me...i really hate tat feeling and wat more, i have the mixed feeling in me too...tis two different feelings is killing me like hell...as though someone is in me trying to rip off everyting in me...it hurts to the core...
notes of a tragedy
5:30 AM
