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Monday, May 07, 2007

i was lying down on my bed yest night and many thoughts began to gather in my mind...wat if one day i suddenly met with an accident and die or jus simple vanish from tis world...how many ppl will still rmb tat i ever existed in tis world?i have so much questions tat i cant ans...can someone give me the ans for my questions...as we grow older, each and everyone of us will gradually start to have our own life...will u still rmb those "insignificant" ppl who once appeared in your life?jus how many ppl will rmb me after i died?how many ppl will grief for me, cry over my death and feel sad for me?i appeared in many ppl's life once but will i be rmb by them...maybe only by those who were really close to me...all at once i jus feel so small and insignificant...

there are so many tings tat i know i sldnt be doing yet i am always doing it...y is it so?i cant control my actions, cant stop the feelings from coming...i don wanna be like tis but yet i am born like tis...i wanna change but yet i am not determined enough...y is it so tough?


notes of a tragedy
8:13 AM