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Thursday, August 30, 2007

time now is 12.42am, by right i sld be slping now as i have to wake up early tml to meet my friends but i seriously cant get to slp now...i feel so fucking piss off now...just tell me when, WHEN are u going to just let go of yr grip on me and give me some breathing space? when are u going to let me just decide on my future on my own and plan my own route...u just expect me to do everything in yr way claiming its all for my own good...but seriously i am 19 and i have my own mindset, u always say how much u have changed and how much freedom u have given me but its all bullshit...in actual fact, u have nv stopped controlling me...i know u are worry about me but yr care and concern is making me feel so pressurized and breathless...no matter how much i talk to u, u cant just seems to understand...i don wanna hurt u so i am bottling everything up and pouring them out over here but u are making things worse and it really makes me wanna just bitch everything in front of yr face...PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, i just crave for the freedom i want and NEED, and being independent...i hope u will somehow find a way here and read tis post, but i think its quite impossible...


notes of a tragedy
9:46 AM