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Sunday, November 18, 2007

jerome is back and we met up yest...went to zouk with jerome and reeve yest but i went off first as i had sth else to attend to...so my next destination was hougang, HC's hse...JH was also there, and both said they needed my help...in the end, we ended up needing each other's help...

over at HC's hse, i chat with JY and somehow the more i talk to her, the more i get upset...but i guess she still doesnt get the drift on wat i was telling her...soon after, silence was the only thing tat feels the whole surrounding...each of us troubled over our own woes...i began thinking of her, let's call her J...

the more i thought of J, the more i got turned off...though its been quite sometime, but whenever i thought of her, the suffering i got from her still holds its place within me...i try my very best to convince myself tat she was the one who was playing ard with me but things doesnt always go as planned...i am certain tat i have already let go of her, but its the feelings tat is haunting me tat brings back all the pain...

and now i have fallen for another girl, JY...no matter wat i tell her, it jus seems to fall on deaf ears...to me, she seems someone who will be able to give me the feelings i yearn for but it can nv be accomplished...cause she has given it to someone else...i pretend not to see wat she has wrote for me but the message keeps appearing in my mind...

i know u guys muz be thinking wat a flirt i am...jus within a mth or so and i have already fallen for another girl...but for someone who falls easily in love with someone like me, i jus feel tat when u like someone, u have to fight for it...even if others see u as a playboy, u don give up til the very end cause u might not know it, he/she might jus be the right one for u...and even if it jus end up in vain, at least u wont live to regret it...


notes of a tragedy
9:58 AM