Monday, June 30, 2008
no matter how hard i try to be good and nice towards u, i know at the end of the day yr heart still returns to him and only him...i know i sldnt feel this way but its hard, that's y i am surpressing my feelings deep down...i don think i will wanna let u know or rather i don have the chance to let u know...so that's the way it shall be, i will keep my presence in the dark...BOTTOMLESS PIT!!
notes of a tragedy
5:52 AM
Saturday, June 07, 2008
i am loving it the way as it is now...attachment has ended and now i am back in sch for my final year project for 3mths...weekdays are a chore and weekends are a joy...how many mths haven i been able to spend my days alone at home absolutely doing nth...life is jus so simple and tat is always wat i wish for...but things doesnt always go my way so i shall enjoy whatever peaceful quiet moment i have now...
returning back to sch was fun but i am still deeply affected by my mistake...living as a stranger with u without memories is such a painful process for me...i wish u to see u but at the same time i don wish to see u too...tis is complicating...hoping for yr appearance cause i wanna know how are getting along, are u fine and if u are doing great, i feel happy too...but at the same time when i see u, u will jolt back all the memories we have once again...
PONDERING OVER MY THOUGHTS!!
notes of a tragedy
6:30 AM
