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Thursday, March 26, 2009

This is my first post in many months. I had actually been tired of blogging but today i suddenly have the urge to blog down some of my feelings, and the inspiration come from XR.

I have nv met someone who i wanna spend my life with so much b4 until i met XR. I have nv told her this b4 but i always feel XR was the one i am going to marry. However probs always arise when we at the happiest moment and we get upset over it a lot of times. I wish it wasnt true but i have no choice but to admit i was the cause for everything including our break up.

Today XR finally reply me but it was her friend who help her to do that. XR said "I WILL NOT MEET U ANYMORE, SO PLS STOP CONTACTING ME". Suddenly i felt like something was weighing on top of me. My mind went into a blank and i really dono what to think or say anymore.

This day has finally come and today its officially over between me and XR. Yest i kept looking at the things XR has bought and made for me. It got me thinking again and again, y was i so foolish and dumb in the past to not notice what she wanted of me. It was a very simple task yet i am unable to meet her expectations. I feel so gulity cause for the period XR was with me i really hurt her a lot. I am sorry, XR.

Til now i still love u very much. I dono when will be the next time we will ever meet again and i wont be able to say it to u face to face. So i wanna tell u, XR, i wish u will find yr happiness in life and always be happy. I LOVE U and u will always remain in my heart and mind.


notes of a tragedy
7:29 PM