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Thursday, May 20, 2010
10 days have passed since we broke up. during this period of time i have many many thoughts going thru my mind. i was with her 1 year 21days. this might not be a very long time for everyone but to me this is my longest r/s. i was really serious towards her but it jus results in her leaving me. so y must i be so serious? for once in my whole life, i tried being serious about somebody and it backfired. causing me the pain and hurt that i nv thought would happen to me. even after we broke up, her lies didnt stop. it jus got worse and really, i am afraid for her words already. worse still, she could justify her lies jus by saying, its all white lies. said jus solely for me, to preserve out r/s. its so scary to see this happening. i am not a saint. i do lie to others whether its white lies or real lies. i do hurt ppl with my lies. and now finally i realised the seriousness of lies. her lies have hurt me too much. i cant promise i wont ever lie again but i will try my very best not to.
notes of a tragedy
7:01 AM
