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Monday, May 10, 2010
hi to my one and only remaining follower of this stupid blog, which is me myself. hahaha kinda stupid isnt it. i decided to blog because sth unhappy happened to me. til now i am still feeling very upset. how sld i describe this pain i am experiencing now. nv ever felt this way b4. SO DEPRESSING!let's get back on track! what kinda mistakes can u give forgive and what kind u cant forgive? someone close did sth to me and i really really wanna forgive her and keep her by my side. yet my male ego and pride forbids me to do so. am i being a male chauvinist here?let's anaylse this whole situation - yr gf told u that she had lie to her best friend that she is in another r/s with another guy. which means its a fake r/s, right? and so u tot she jus verbally told her best friend that. would u forgive this? if yes den stop reading and move yr cursor to the cross sign at the top right hand corner and close off this window. if yr ans is no den pls continue scrolling down.so directly u go home and view yr gf's facebook status, and what u see next shocks u totally like a lighting strike. her fb status shows she is in another r/s with another guy. up til now can anyone forgive this? let's continue.next u flare up and u call yr gf and qn her y is her status that way. and what she says is - its all for fun! so both of u start arguing and she keeps asking u to forgive her while still maintaining that status. no matter how much u said, she jus wont remove the status. ok now would u think that she is lying? and that she is in actual fact in a real r/s with another guy. not like what she said in the first place, that everything is jus a misunderstanding and a fake. would u think she is two timing u? I WOULD! however she keeps saying no and ask u to forgive her. would u?every one of this things that i jus mention is all happening to me now. and it has caused me my r/s cause i refused to forgive her and left her. did i do the right thing? i really love this girl and so much wanna be with her but will everything go back to the same if we start all over again. will the feelings still be the same? i'm in a confusion mode right now and feeling very stress, sad and depress, anything u can use to describe an unhappy mood, u can use it now.1year 21days and in one night, everything is gone, leaving only memories of us behind.
notes of a tragedy
6:54 AM
