Sunday, May 23, 2010
i'm such a loser. aint a man at all. i jus couldnt take it like a man. i jus had to do this things and say those words to hurt u so that i could feel better. what a god damn loser i am. i wish for u to be happy too. if possible stay happy while being with me. but i made everything impossible now. being with me made me realised how bad a guy i was. i couldnt give u anything u want and only cause u hurt and pain with my actions and words. maybe its only the beginning that he treats u nice but i really hope he will treat u better den i do. and i believe he will. i am sorry for being such a lousy bf to u for this 1 year 21 days. i don have any rights to hold on to u anymore. u are not a bitch, i am the jerk.if i had stayed and u had tried, what would become of us now? i still love u, still miss u and care for u. can u feel it? i doubt so. i am the biggest loser in this world.
notes of a tragedy
2:29 AM